She was naturally of a gay, lively, and peace-loving disposition, but from continual failures and misfortunes she had come to desire so keenly that all should live in peace and joy and should not dare to break the peace, that the slightest jar, the smallest disaster reduced her almost to a frenzy, and she would pass in an instant from the brightest hopes and fancies to cursing her fate and raving, and knocking her head against the wall. -Dostoevsky from Crime and Punishment
I’m tired of words like hope, change, and faith. I’m tired of them because they are so often used haphazardly. Words like this simply cannot stand on their own. They need some sort of referent. Either grammatically in the form of a direct object–faith in what, change to what?; or logically–hope because of what? We use sentiments are shortcuts to thinking. We haven’t had a care to what love actually is, or what thing might be reasonable in which to put our faith, or to what end is our change taking us. We’ve become lazy, and it’s all incredibly frustrating.
But I don’t just have an intellectual annoyance. I’m also concerned. On my college campus (and no doubt campuses across the country) we made sophist comments in our classes about loving others and living in harmony, and all other sorts of unfounded rubbish. Then we cheated in our studies, lied, backstabbed our roommates, created drama, gossiped, and engaged in normal, though sinful, early twenties behavior. Just hypocrisy? Yes and no. This wears the garb of hypocrisy. Of course we must always be wary of falling into whitewashed tombs and large hunks of wood in our eyes, but this is something more. Just like the quote above, there seems to be a correlation between tightly held sentiments and experiencing those sentiments–the greater I believe in peace, the less likely I am to actually experience it or pursue it for others.
Therein lies the trouble; absolutizing sentiment which is untethered from a referent is just ‘chasing after the wind.’ The sentiments become relativized and individualized to such an extent that they only serve our purpose. Who of us hasn’t lived in a family, or seen examples where the person who is treated the ‘most fairly’ is the one who bullies the most and shouts the loudest? All animals are equal, some are just more equal than others.
Unfounded sentiments are dead sentiments. Faith is a dead term–what really matters is its object. Peace is a dead term– what really matters is how you might pursue it. Hope is a dead term– what really matters is what grounds you have for it. The crowds were cheering as they greeted their Messiah, shouting ‘peace in heaven and glory in the highest!’ Jesus, while receptive of their praise, was also not swept away in its ecstasy. Instead, he wept, saying, ‘Would that you, even you, had known on this day the things that make for peace! But now they are hidden from your eyes.’ Christ implores us to know the referent of our sentiments–and then takes the crowds with him to the cross.